trust is defined as the reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence. however very few in the world have this ability to trust one another. i have no clue why this is but it happens.
im one of those few that dont trust many. the only boys who haevnt really hurt me in my life is my dad and brother and grandpa.
its hard to have trust for someone when they just hurt you.
how is it that when we are little be trust everyone, yet as we grow older and from what i think less wise, we learn to trust no one not even ourselves this has always been an odd concept to me.
knowing that you can not even trust yourself is this day and age is frightening.
we should be the only ones we can trust but we cant even do that.
trusting people we love is hard also.
but we as humans need to learn how to trust each other regardless of whats happend in the past. now im not the best at doing this i have trust issues from hell however im learning to trust!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Addiction
The word is a very heavey word to most, when they hear it, it takes them to some place where either they have been an addict or seen addiction first hand.
I myself have had my own addiction, I over came it to the point I am now, its no easy task.
I've witnessed it first hand, i've seen what drugs can do to a person, how it can so quickly and easily change a person, for the worst.
My choice of addiction or what I chose to abuse was Prescription drugs, something that is easily accesciable to everyone, something that is easily avaiable. 2.5 million people abuse prescripiton drugs just in the U.S. Not only have I used and abused these drugs I have also seen in happen in front of my face, its horrible to see someone crush up some pill and snort them just for the simple fact of running away from something. When I started to abuse them I was running away from things that I didn't want to face, I was scared of things going on in my life, I needed an escape. Thats what I believe most people who abuse drugs of any sort are doing running away from things in their life they are too afraid to face. Escaping from reality or the problems is the easiest thing to do, if you act like its gone then eventually you'll believe your problems are gone.
There are millions of people who die each year as a result of being addicted to something.
There is a great show on tv I watch it a lot, Intervention it comes on A&E monday nights I recommend you watch it, it'll change your perspective on those who have an addiction.
For a long time I thought taking pills would change how things in my life would play out, however once I realized it can't do that I became a happier person.
Abusing things can alter you life drastically and not for the better.
Having an addiction doesn't make you a bad person it doesn't make you a dumb person nor does it take away from the person you are, however it does make people do bad things, dumb things and alters peoples opinions of you which is not always good.
I myself have had my own addiction, I over came it to the point I am now, its no easy task.
I've witnessed it first hand, i've seen what drugs can do to a person, how it can so quickly and easily change a person, for the worst.
My choice of addiction or what I chose to abuse was Prescription drugs, something that is easily accesciable to everyone, something that is easily avaiable. 2.5 million people abuse prescripiton drugs just in the U.S. Not only have I used and abused these drugs I have also seen in happen in front of my face, its horrible to see someone crush up some pill and snort them just for the simple fact of running away from something. When I started to abuse them I was running away from things that I didn't want to face, I was scared of things going on in my life, I needed an escape. Thats what I believe most people who abuse drugs of any sort are doing running away from things in their life they are too afraid to face. Escaping from reality or the problems is the easiest thing to do, if you act like its gone then eventually you'll believe your problems are gone.
There are millions of people who die each year as a result of being addicted to something.
There is a great show on tv I watch it a lot, Intervention it comes on A&E monday nights I recommend you watch it, it'll change your perspective on those who have an addiction.
For a long time I thought taking pills would change how things in my life would play out, however once I realized it can't do that I became a happier person.
Abusing things can alter you life drastically and not for the better.
Having an addiction doesn't make you a bad person it doesn't make you a dumb person nor does it take away from the person you are, however it does make people do bad things, dumb things and alters peoples opinions of you which is not always good.
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