Tuesday, January 26, 2010

love

has a funny way of completely messing up our heads.

im quite sure how it works.


how is it that the person we love more then life itself consumes our every thought day in and day out even after they are gone?

some how this continues to happen even though we have been hurt in the past. you would think we as humans would learn sadly enough though we fail to learn. thinking we are invincible is mistakenly wrong. we can be broken we can be hurt our hearts are very fragile yet we seem to still take risks. however life is way too short to not take risks.

i look back on the time i got my heart broken the worst yet ill never give up on him. someone please explain this to me. is it our conscience or our subconscience that allows us to develop this thought that we cant live life without "our one true love"? i think its a combonation of both.

we tell ourselves that we dont know how to live without them. but at the same time getting into a new routine after so many months of being in a certian routine that you began to know and love, i had the hardest time and still to this day i still reach for my phone in the morning to call him after seven months..in my opinion its very sad how someone an organism something so simple yet so complex can have such an impact upon someone elses life.

i dont think in my lifetime that people will ever learn to deal or accecpt the fact that its over. have i accepected it no i havent and ill be the first person who will admit that.

dont ever give up on something you cant go a day without thinking about. never give up hope that someday you will be truely happy. i havent given up yet nor will i unitl i know for a fact that level of happiness cannot be reached..i will defiy the odds and complete the impossible. sounds so realistic or unrealistic thinking about how you can reach what seems impossbile. but nothing is impossible!

we all have a purpose in life the goal is to find out what yours is and fullfill that purpose to the best ability and with what knowledge you have to its fullest.


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