random useless information

thinking about music and how much of an impact it has had on my life is insane.

i am the girl who usually sits back in the corner unless i get mad. im a very reserved person.

yet once i hear music i become a completely different person one who wants to particpitate not be a person in the corner.

looking back on how many times ive used music to get me through the day is an immense amount. a number too high to count.

ive always had a thing for musicians and wish that i could be with one travel all over the world and just be there to support his ability. be proud of the achievements his band makes or reaches.

being apart of a world such a diverse and odd world amazes me.

its takes some great talent to make it in the world of music but it also takes enormous courage and bravery being able to take insult with a grain of salt is difficult and one must be prepared to take this with a grain of salt and not worry about how they treat you or how one record company hates your music or talent. would be very difficult for a person like me.

i think life is just one big lesson to be learned.

the things we are presented with each and every day brings new challenges every second we breathe. the lessons we learn each day affect each and everyone of our lifes in a huge way it all depends on how we take it and handle it that really matters in the end. if you took 10 people and presented them with the same problem the same resources and the same knowledge to handle the problem each and everyone of them would handle it and use what they have even though its all equal in a different way thats the beauty of being human no one person does things in the same manner as the next person.

i know for a fact that the way i handle things will never be the same way each time. i have a tendency to automaticallly jump to conclusions and get angry on the same note i have always been taught that no matter what the only thing you will ever need to truely solve any problem you are faced with is what you have on your own person.

i am an angry person both inside and out but on the same note i want world peace i want the fact that knowing i have nothing to worry about in my lifetime or in if i have them my childrens lifetime, knowing the world is at peace no fighting is a comforting thought.

in my english class today we talked about america being dominant and if we think within our lifetime america will no longer be dominant? i honestly think that in our lifetime we will not know nothing other then our nation being dominant however outside of our lifetime i do believe we will eventually see a decline in our power.

i am very opinionated person and the fact that most people out there have different opinions than most it upsets me how they can be so judgemental of others views or ideas.

if you choose to believe in God great for you im glad you have something you believe in.

on the same note if you dont believe more power to you dealing with those that do believe and with those who think its wrong to not believe once again we all have our own ideas and views.

thats part of having faith believeing in something with all your power all your heart and not caring what others think of what you believe.

which brings me to another point, the fact that we as humans tend to single one another out based on skin color or how we dress is very touchy to me.

i am not your typical girl i dont like wearing makeup i hate doing my hair and im perfectly content with the simple things in life including wearing sweats and staying at home watching movies instead of going out all the time.

i dont need all the hype and shit of going out.

way too much drama on the other hand going out once in a great while is nice too.

americans have become to dependent upon having to have the finer things in life.

what happened to simplicity!?!

what happened to saying i love you and meaning it?

what happened to being happy with one person not having to look elsewhere to seek what you want not need?

what happened to chivilary?

where all the gentelmen that died so many years ago?

will girls in this day and age ever get a gentlemen who treats her with the respect she deserves?

on the same note where are the girls who used to serve her man make sure they were taken care of in means of food and drinks!?

im the girl who will make sure your plate is full and your glass is full if you want that.

i was raised to take care of your better half that being nice and helping out in that manner is not wrong by any means.

i was raised that being on time is a must not a need!

with this being said i think im done ranting and raving on and on about how shit has changed a great deal!